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it's the start of something new.About cel
Monday, November 29, 2010
life is (finally) back to normal.Somehow today is different. Somehow after not blogging for almost half a year, I've blogged again. (And it's the second post.) Somehow I feel like the past year is just like a dream, like it's the start of something new now. Somehow I feel good, I feel happy. Like I've made up my mind and start my life afresh. Frankly I've been very unhappy this past year, ever since I started working. Felt so depressed not doing what I truly like, felt so miserable... Of leading a 8 to 5 job, of squeezing in the train every morning every evening, of hearing unkind words from colleagues, of being accused of doing something I didn't, of just about anything and everything. It just dawned on me that a job is a job, just like a line out from repo man . If you are unhappy, do something about it! I finally wrote down my plans in the notebook which I've not touched since I graduated last year :) let's talk about love.
I'm on leave today and really thankful for this day off. Planned to spend a day at the beach alone but it rained the entire day today.. Ended up being a couch photo; finally finished watching entire hk serial. though that the last episode was great. I wonder does such kind of guy exist? Haha. I know what everybody will say, that such a perfect guy never exists. But.. do the guys even try to be like that? I dont know why but recently I've been very demanding. Is demanding the word? I realised in a relationship it is not about just the company, it's about getting a soulmate. Does your partner click with you on a spiritual level? Perhaps too idealist?